My fandom has a binary vascular system. (beat that, Star Trek)

lime_lampshade @ 2009-02-11T18:55:00

2009-02-11T23:55:49Z

it seems as though i have stumbled upon my old livejournal.

brain cells?

2008-11-10T22:33:09Z

CryWolf20084 (2:18:09 PM): JESSI I HAVE BRAIN CELLS!
XxSkollxHatixX (2:18:19 PM): you do?
CryWolf20084 (2:18:39 PM): My mommy says I do!
XxSkollxHatixX (2:19:01 PM): no way. but she also says i have no life
CryWolf20084 (2:19:19 PM): And she wants to sell me to you. Dunno for how much, but there's a no return policy
XxSkollxHatixX (2:19:48 PM): BAW! D: what if they are bad brain cells?
CryWolf20084 (2:20:03 PM): D:
XxSkollxHatixX (2:20:15 PM): lol
CryWolf20084 (2:20:45 PM): She was willing to sell me before I had brain cells
XxSkollxHatixX (2:21:09 PM): XD baw! how much does she want for 'em?
CryWolf20084 (2:21:34 PM): ...My mom says i'm getting annoying in my old age....
CryWolf20084 (2:21:48 PM): D:<
XxSkollxHatixX (2:21:49 PM): -nod nod-
XxSkollxHatixX (2:22:09 PM): well i have a dollar fifty
CryWolf20084 (2:23:28 PM): Mom: Is she willing to give up a dollar fifty for YOU?
CryWolf20084 (2:23:36 PM): Mom: That's an aweful lot of money
XxSkollxHatixX (2:23:52 PM): yeah well, i have a lot of fish tanks to clean. it'd be worth it.
CryWolf20084 (2:24:16 PM): XD she laughes at you
XxSkollxHatixX (2:24:27 PM): lol. i'm only honest with myself

lime_lampshade @ 2008-07-28T12:55:00

2008-07-28T16:53:50Z

i have too little energy to put up with this shit.
i didn't fucking do it.
i don't do lies, because i take pride in the evil things i do.
we all have to find someone to blame for the mistakes in our lives, don't we?

lime_lampshade @ 2008-07-26T01:00:00

2008-07-26T04:57:05Z

the six tests...

2008-07-21T18:58:26Z

easiest 1st test: Does Allie think he's a good person

2nd, mediate test: Are they brave enough to go into Allie's house where the dogs are?

3rd, semi-intimidating test: Will my mother approve them?

4th, more difficult test: Is Jessi willing to meet them?

5th, hardest test: Does Jessi even like this person?

6th, amazingly hard, harder, hardest test: Will Jessi still like them after an extended period of time?

its amazing how accurate this is.
<3 oh the curses of being my friend

wtf...

2008-07-15T07:02:37Z

i am irritated now.
you know...
Mulder is ALWAYS the one in the hospital
he's always the one
getting shot, getting alien diseases, getting blownup, ect.
the only thing that happened to scully is that she gave birth to an alien baby.
GOOD FOR FUKING HER.
ahem.

another great song

2008-06-24T15:14:46Z

I gathered you here to say my last piece.
A few final words before I am deceased.
Don't change your plans, this won't take long.
I packed it up nice into this little song.

If I could have your attention, observe this fuse.
Leads to these explosives that I'm about to use.
Before you freak out, just let me explain.
This bomb is the answer to all of my pain.

If there's one thing I've learned, it's that we never feel the heat until we get burned.
But we try so hard not to die.
Sometimes we forget to appreciate life, oh no.

When the spark reaches powder, I will blow up.
I'll become the mist you breathe into your lungs.
All of my love will then turn into yours.
And you will feel hope bleeding out from your pores.

If there's one thing I've learned, it's that we never feel the heat until we get burned.
But we try so hard not to die.
Sometimes we forget to appreciate life, oh no.

Dad, you were there when nobody was.
I followed your lead, now I'm proud of what I've become.
Brittney, you never cease to amaze me.
Maybe someday we'll get another chance to be.
Mom, I wished you would try a little harder.
Maybe catch a show or two, would that be such a bother?
To all my friends, where do I start?
I know I'd be dead without you in my heart.

If there's one thing I've learned, it's that we never feel the heat until we get burned.
But we try so hard not to die.
Sometimes we forget to appreciate life.

I like this song...

2008-06-06T02:46:58Z

I'm not sure of anyone, anyone.
but I've got plans.
I'm not asking for everything, but sure, I could use a hand.
Get a little anxious sometimes
you'll be gone and I'll be left behind
get a little nervous sometimes
it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines
get a little lost look, as I'm staring from the corner of my eye.
Never really mastered disinterest.
I can't see how the way that you leave me alone makes us close
I must be out of touch.
I won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone
but I could be gone too.
feel a little sorry sometimes, you're not here when I am writing
feels a little awkward sometimes, you won't talk but we're not fighting
you hold on to your secrets, and I'm not privy to whats on your mind
but I cannot help but feel tired, so tired, so tired

a jessi-on-energy-drinks, idiot's guide to cropping a pic

2008-05-28T23:37:37Z

lol.
epic lawls.

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&VideoID=35085863

lime_lampshade @ 2008-04-29T15:44:00

2008-04-29T19:43:44Z

-sigh-

you know, its pretty cool when people want to hang out with you. it makes me feel nice. i miss that. lol. i really can't explain myself...

petsmart intereview....

lime_lampshade @ 2008-04-12T15:42:00

2008-04-12T19:40:20Z

I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies,
I'm happy you'll never understand what
It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass,
I can see out, but no one gets in
Screaming at this prison, I've locked myself into,
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll
Kill again. But the loneliness is too much for me to handle.
But the taste for fresh blood, pushes me on.
The strength of not forgiving
I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside
But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks,
I will die here alone I will die
The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of not forgiving
God help me, I'm so tired,
But in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul
God help me, I'm so frightened,
But in my dreams wolves tear out my heart
I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow,
But then the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye, don't you get it,
It's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on

wanna raid?

2008-04-09T20:11:49Z

PotatoxOfxDoom (4:07:14 PM): O_O
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:07:16 PM): -dies-
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:07:19 PM): x_x
rainbowdragon187 (4:07:30 PM): Oh no!
rainbowdragon187 (4:07:37 PM): idk cpr
rainbowdragon187 (4:07:55 PM): oh well, rob yo house and take yo wallet lol
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:07:56 PM): lol
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:07:58 PM): XD
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:08:00 PM): yessss
rainbowdragon187 (4:08:23 PM): Yesssss? i said I was gonna rob you XD
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:09:19 PM): i know!
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:09:19 PM): lol
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:09:23 PM): sounds fun!
rainbowdragon187 (4:09:58 PM): ........wow, most would not like their personal things being raided lol
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:10:15 PM): lol
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:10:29 PM): well, i'd like to see you go through my stuff without blushing
rainbowdragon187 (4:11:16 PM): that'd be impossible
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:11:23 PM): see?
PotatoxOfxDoom (4:11:26 PM): heehee

lime_lampshade @ 2008-03-16T22:01:00

2008-03-17T02:01:26Z

whoa!
i think i'm getting the flu!
heehee
watching NCIS is good.
I taped Howl's Moving Castle too.
:]

lime_lampshade @ 2008-03-15T15:07:00

2008-03-15T19:15:47Z

Beast: I want to do something for her... but what?

Cogsworth: Well, there's the usual things: flowers... chocolates... promises you don't intend to keep...

epic.

alright.
six fish

yusuke, boton, kayko, kurama, yukina, and fishie.

so far only yusuke and boton have bred.
when yukina gets bigger, i'll prolly try to breed her with kurama or fishie.
Yusuke is a horrible father.

so i put a divider in my ten gallon.
it looks so cool.
boton and kurama are on one side and fishie and kayko are on the other.
yusuke is in the five gal, caring for the now missing fry.
yukina is new so she's in the three gal because she's so tiny!
i should clean out her tank, but i'm cleaning my room.

outfit?

lol
black/blue stripe 3/4 sleeve with short shorts and a black thong.
i'm rather comfortable.

the more i smell my room, the more i wonder if its the Frankencense i lit.
god, i hope its not sweet grass. i haven't saged my room in a while.
oh and i just realized that when i bought my element incense, i forgot to buy them all. now i can't cast my circle. gah... i only bought earth, fire, water, and air! i forgot the one that closes the circle!
-sigh-

i wonder when mike wants to go to the movies with me. i'm broke.

lime_lampshade @ 2008-02-27T22:04:00

2008-02-28T03:06:27Z

lol. good times.

My Fishies!

2008-02-26T23:59:06Z

Boton!

Yusuke!

Yusuke with Boton's Babies!

lime_lampshade @ 2008-02-23T16:23:00

2008-02-23T21:23:10Z

allie.
this is for you
i found another one.
David or Davina?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xB-M_tYhLGU&feature=related

Fish Tank Adventures!

2008-01-06T19:45:02Z

this one is for those of you who know about my fish tanks.

well, a while back i had a female betta fish. for those of you who have never seen a FEMALE betta, you are losers. well,i really loved her, so i gave her a name. lol. i was on my DBZ spree, so i named her Bulma. Bulma lived for five years, which is pretty long. then blah blah blah. no more fish for jessi. recently, i inherited ALL of my dad's friggen fish becase he wanted to get two Oscars. they are fuckin ugly. i now have three fish tanks in my room. then meggan came home. she brought with hewr a jug full of goldfish and a koi that someone had left next to the elevator at school. i ended up losing a bunch of the tetras dad gave me. and the koi gave my angels bad diseases. (Dominoe and Dominic, may you rest in fishie peace :'[ )
my swords ended up dying and i have no idea how!!! i was very upset to say the least. but during the week i bought myself another female betta. i named this one Boton ^^
so today i decided to get a male betta. i'm torn on what to name him. help?

yusuke
kurama
koenma

i dunno which!
lol!

(and no. i am happy that i didn't name her kaeko! i hate that girl! she needs to get a boyfriend that will stay alive! i wouldn't know what to do if my boyfriend got killed, like, four times!)

When you leave my colours fade to grey...

2008-01-03T01:26:35Z

Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-ha
Ma-ia-ha-ha

Alo, salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeºte fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Þi-am dat beep, ºi sunt voinic,
Dar sa ºtii nu-îþi cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau ºi dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Te sun, sº-îþi spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iaraºi eu, Picasso,
Þi-am dat beep, ºi sunt voinic,
Dar sa ºtii nu-iþi cer nimic.

Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-ha
Ma-ia-haa

lime_lampshade @ 2007-12-28T20:29:00

2007-12-29T01:17:39Z

i'm eating hot chicken legs.
yumyum.

i got to hang out with allie the last couple of days.
funfun
we went to the mall
and i slept over her house.
i like allie-chan :] she's talkative.

i got Harvest Moon for christmas! you can have chickens and cows and sheep and ducks! i'm so excited, but dad keeps hogging the TV! -growl-
i also got a bunch of stones -smile- i love stones. and some good shapeshifting books.

Mikki, you're a fruit and i still hate your boyfriend.

my new fave song is the numanuma song

nick is a nosey prick

nina, merry x-mas

and allie, you're cool!

lime_lampshade @ 2007-10-17T17:41:00

2007-10-17T21:26:20Z

i shouldn't be feeling so jealous

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2007-10-10T10:50:20Z

DIVISION ONE!!!!
FUCK YOU ALL!
TAKE THAT BITCHES!

was it something i said?

XD

lime_lampshade @ 2007-10-08T20:14:00

2007-10-09T00:02:46Z

"If a life goes down a toilet, it comes out in a river and meets the sea."

Homework attack! -10 points!

2007-09-27T18:21:12Z

well, took today off to catch up on hmwk. i have a plan right now and i'm hoping it'll work. i don't want to be a failure in life AND school, so i have to start catching up.

science lab
three math pages
english paper
art project

that's what i have to do. doesn't seem like much, but it is, honest.
i'm supposed to be doing it now, but i'm slacking. i'll punish myself later.

COFFEE GODS, HELP ME!

Poem

2007-09-18T21:36:45Z

I stood there,
Hidden in the darkness
And watched you
With your head was hung low
And tears were streaming down your face

We were separated
By a wall of mirrors
And you watched them
Believing everything you saw
To be real
But I knew…
Because I’ve been there before.

So I left the shadows
And walked
Between the cracked glass,
Trying to reach you.

You turned in surprise
And tried to hide your face
But I grabbed you hand
And looked you in the eyes.
They were shining with tears
And said everything
That you wouldn’t.

“You’ve got to look
Past the smoke
If you want
To see the mirrors”
I told you softly
And turned around.
I faced that mirror
And blew
A gentle breath.
The grey mist
Floated into the breeze.

“see?”
I asked and move aside
To let you see
The cascading water
That mirrored
How beautiful
You really are.